This was going to be a "what I don't understand" but I deleted everything else, so forgive me for not removing parts like the first sentence, I couldn't figure a way to word it again.. If you're googling the school shooting for information, I did not write any information this is all just my personal thoughts. This blog is like a "journal" to me, so please nothing rude. Thank you.
*I don't understand, is the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting.. :/
How on earth could you go shoot 20 innocent children? For some reason I cannot keep the tv on anything but the news, I just want to see what they're discovering and I think part of me was hoping to see the kids playing and laughing.. Seeing their names on the news and all over twitter and other social media sites was just heart breaking, it was clearly heart breaking enough just knowing it happened, but hearing/reading the names just made it so much more real. I was thinking "what would be worse, being the police that get the call and respond, being the first responders seeing the children (I guess that goes along with the police), or being a parent or loved one finding out your child isn't going to be coming out?" Obviously the parent, but the others would have been way hard too.. Just seeing it on the news crushed my heart.. Those kids were the same age as my little cousin, that kid seriously lights up my day, and I couldn't imagine losing him.. :/
This guy also shot his own mom?! I couldn't believe that, I didn't want to believe any of this.. How could someone do this? And when one of the victims parents came out and did a press conference and said he's not mad at the shooter, man, you're a tough, tough guy! Kudos to you! That is seriously amazing that he's not wasting his energy being angry, he's actually wanting to help others!
All the stories of the teachers that protected the children, just remind me that there are good people in the world, and God just places them hear to watch over and protect us ♥
I can't even begin to imagine the pain Newtown, CT is going through!! I'm sending my love and prayers to you all! Just know all of America is here praying and sending love your way! Even if you didn't know someone directly involved or touched by this, say a prayer for the town and keep praying!
**Disclaimer!
I am NOT trying to push religion/prayer on anyone.
I am NOT trying to force anyone to love.
I am NOT in any way shape or form trying to change your opinion on anything.
To be honest, I feel like this blog is just a jumbled mess, but I have so much running through my head that it just fit for now..
