Day 1

• Before we start, I have 2 best friends, but there is another letter with a similar meaning to me. For the sake of my friend's privacy I am going to change their names, just a little. 

Dear May,
 I don't know where to begin.. Well, we've been friends since freshmen year of high school, you just recently became one of my best friends.  You've really helped me come out of my shell and be more outgoing to those I don't know.  I can't begin to tell you how much bull shit you've helped me through without even realizing it.  It's funny how we became better friends and then the people who were our "best friends" decided to ditch us, huh?  Well, that's their loss. We're pretty great people! 

  I'm so honored you chose me to be your maid of honor, although I hate public speaking, I'll attempt it.  Maybe by then I'll be more comfortable! hahah yeah, right. Anyways, thank you for all you've done for me and I can't wait to be a part of your big day! I know I should write more, but I don't know what to write....

<3 <3
Nik

Letters.

Starting today, I'm going to write a new blog everyday, it's going to be a letter to someone.  So even if you aren't that someone, I hope you enjoy :)

Day 1- Your best friend
Day 2- Your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Round 3

I don't understand why the people in my life think they're actually good friends. Like, hello!
My so-called best friend was supposed to go to my birthday, in fact she was my ride, I texted her asking, keep in mind she was my ride and refused to reply to any of my messages:

M= Me F= friend N= Other Friend

M: Hey what time do you plan on getting here since we changed the time?
F: Im surprised your still having it its like raining?
M: We'll probably change where it's at.
M: N said its not raining out there lol
M: Are you going?
F: Idk cause im already in (hometown) :(:(
M: Okee doke
F: I'm sorry

This was all like 5 minutes before she was supposed to be at my house. Like what kind of best friend ditches you on your birthday without even warning you? If she had texted me early that morning saying "Hey, I can't make it tonight, I hope you have a good night" I wouldn't be so pissed off at her. She's on some damn high horse thinking she's better than me for some damn reason. I'm not playing some stupid little high school game, we've been graduated for almost 2 years now, GROW UP! Face your problems instead of just unfollowing them on twitter. hahah.

To my friend: You're very welcome for all the free trips the last 3 years, I hope you enjoyed them, because you won't be going again. I need people in my life I can count on, not some bitch who is just going to turn their back on me because I don't approve of your slutty life style.

To be honest, I'm not mad anymore, I just needed to vent.
My anger turned into disappointment, and when I realized you were just a big let down as a friend, I also came to the realization that you did me a huge favor by ditching me that day.