My Day!

Oh my where to begin... 

Well, my boyfriend of two years decided I wasn't worth being with anymore, cause we keep fighting, so instead of finally talking to me he decided I wasn't worth the time of day... Obviously if I was as important as he said I was he wouldn't be such a jerk off...  While he decided he didn't want to be with me I was in getting my hair done... I had to hide the fact that I was absolutely shocked, and the fact that I was really hurt.. You don't just wake up one morning and think "hmm... I don't want to be with her anymore" so obviously what do I think? He found someone else... Now it's just whatever, if you want to be with me, then fine, if not, fine.  

Right now the quotes I'm living by are "it takes two to tango" cause he tried to blame me.  

"Keep your chin up princess, if not the crown will fall"

"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours.  If they don't, they never were."

Advice for the ladies:  If you get dumped, harsh word to use I know, but aye, it's the truth, don't be clingy it's gets you know where, if he wants to leave, let him.. He'll realize he just lost the best thing he'll ever get. It's his loss, you'll be okay in a few days, and that's when it'll hit him.. 

I don't really have much to say today, so hope you enjoy this.. 

byeeeeeee

♥

Relationships!

I see so many kids, like middle school kids, telling people how much they love their boyfriend or girlfriend and that they're meant to be, and yada yada and some I have even heard talk about having sex with them! LIKE WHAT?!  I've also seen so many unhealthy relationships, so I'll cover it all :) This will sort of be a rant, but there's going to be advice, if you just look past my grumpy-ness! 

Okay, so the middle schoolers, I get it we've all been there the first "real" boyfriend, usually doesn't happen till around 9th grade, when you're in high school, but it's happening younger now apparently.  Anyways, I understand you think you're in love and all that fun stuff, and you think he or she is your "first love" but it's all puppy love! When you get older you'll realize you really didn't love that person the way you thought you did. You're a child, you shouldn't be having sex, do you even know the risks?!  You could get pregnant if you aren't being safe, and even condoms aren't 100% safe, you need to wait till you for sure know you want to be with this person for the rest of your life, otherwise you have the chance of getting pregnant at a very young age or even getting an STD, that is some serious stuff! And if you are seeing an "older" person that could be considered rape. If you go around humping everyone, you're going to make it seem like you have "daddy issues" but I'm not here to preach to you about this stuff, you're parents can tell you all about this interesting stuff! 

Unhealthy relationships! 

I see girls treating there man like shit all the time, girl you are not a damn princess, he is not your slave! If you want to be treated like a queen, you better treat him like a king.  If that boy bends over backwards for you and is the sweetest guy ever to you, don't you think you better wake up and smell the roses?  You have an awesome man, who move the world for you and you treat him like last weeks garbage you forgot to put out. Get over yourself, girl! I know a girl who had been dating this guy for 2 years I believe and he was thinking of applying for a job 30 minutes away.  She broke up with him.  He said "the shitty part is I haven't even applied for the job yet!"  Come to find out two days later she already had a new "boy toy" when he confronted her about why she really broke up with him she cried.  Like, hi, don't play the poor me card, you did this to him! Don't cheat on your boyfriend of two years and expect him to be happy about it! This is the same girl, I don't like around my boyfriend....We had gone out for our anniversary and it just happened to be the restaurant she worked out, she had candy and of course had to bring it over to MY boyfriend, stood their for a good 15 minutes just staring at him....he thought it was normal....She didn't even look at me, or say a word to me, I realize you "were there first" but I am now his number one you don't have to like me sweet heart it's not your choice who he is with. Don't be coming to my table and stare at my man and expect me not to mind.  

Now boys, I realize your lives are video games, cars, money, bitches.  One we aren't your "bitches" you don't want us treating you like shit, don't treat us that way.  Ya know the saying "Treat me like a queen and I'll treat you like a king.  Treat me like a game, and I'll show you how it's played" We aren't kidding! We didn't just make that up cause it sounds cool or it's catchy! I understand you love video games a lot, but once you get a girlfriend you better realize you only play that when she's busy, sleeping, or with you!  Or you could learn to double task and text while you play. No girl wants to feel like a video game is more important than she is.  Your car is your baby...right...Well guess what, that girl you asked out 2 years ago, she's also your baby, if your car is broken, fix it.  But don't make plans with her and then be like "oh sorry, gotta fix my car" or "I can't hang out tonight, sorry I'm helping my buddy put in his subs." If you tell that girl  you can hang out, you better hang out with that girl! Your buddy can put his subs in without you, that girl is you're priority, no matter how long you've been together, she isn't going to wait around forever. If a girl just wants your money, kick her to the curb. It's normal for her to say "awe, I want a ring" but if she says "hey, can have about 50bucks, I need to buy some new clothes" bitch be trippin.  If she doesn't say "buy that for me" or "can I have some money" she is obviously not in the relationship for your doe. If you're busy and can't text her back, you need to tell her, "hey, I can't talk right now, but I'll text you when I'm done" just let her know you're busy, otherwise she'll worry that you're hurt or cheating, for me it's more of "omg is he hurt?" but then I realize he'll be fine, and I just need to give him time to do whatever he may be doing. And GIRLS DON'T TEXT HIM EVERY TWO SECONDS! Wanna know how to push him away? Be clingy, works every time. 

Anyways just treat each other like royalty, and don't try to dictate what each other do.  If your girlfriend or boyfriend wants to go out with his friends, don't say they can't, they're life does not revolve around you, they need some time to relax and if you tell them what to do they won't want to be with you much longer. 

I think that's all I have to say :)

Byeeeeeeeee ♥

Let's be honest

I have to say this is the only blog I'm freaked out about people reading, because I don't want people to be like "Really, girl?" or say rude things...  Maybe it wasn't a great idea to make this blog, but there's so much stuff I need to get off my chest and just tell people who don't know me.  The stuff you'll see, I don't tell my friends because they aren't "great friends" except for one and I'm sure she'll read from time to time. Just keep in mind that I am a very honest and I guess you could say passionate person, especially when it hits close to home.  So, if you don't like what I have to say I ask that you just forget my blog even exists and go on with your lives.  It'd be the best thing for us all! 

Thank you :)

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I can't come up with a title that best suits this, because I'm just gonna go crazy!
PLEASE read the whole thing before you leave a mean comment or say I'm rude.

Anyways a lot of people don't know this about me, cause it's not something I go around singin' about, but when I was 11  years old my mom passed away due to leukemia, it's cancer of the blood, in case you didn't know.. So, cancer is a super sore subject for me and this girl just needs to let it out! Okay, first off!  Those pictures on facebook that are like "lyke if u hate cancer if u dont god gon' punish u" uhm one, nice grammar, if you're going to do that at least have the decency to type like a human being! It would be "Like if you hate cancer, if not God will punish you"  and ladies and gentlemen I don't know if you know this, but no body "loves cancer" I don't know a single damn person who jumps up and down going "yippee I just love me some cancer" are you for real?! and God is going to punish me because I didn't like a damn picture of spongebob telling me I need to like if I hate cancer, cause God is going to send me to Hell if I don't?  Awe, hell nah! God doesn't base his opinion of you on how many pictures you like on FACEBOOK! Are you kidding me right now? That has to be one of the most stupid things I have ever heard in my life.  And the fact that there is a like page for people who hate cancer, WHAT?! I do not need to justify that I hate cancer and how it made the rest of my life harder than it should be, by liking your freaking facebook page! Reality check, bro, NO BODY LIKES CANCER, so give it a break!  Now, there's a page for "Cancer is funny, because it kills people" oh no motha @##%#^ you do NOT go and put that up on the internet, ya'll are messed up! I was on YouTube checking out the "Did you know" videos and I came across this boy Jordan, and my God that boy, words can not express how much his video touched my heart! For those of you who don't know what I'm speaking of here is his video! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzI5rvaMHLM&feature=plcp
Anyways, I was reading the comments on the video and some kid had the audacity to say "cancer is natural selection survival of the fittest they should let people like them die" I did reply to him, because that is something you don't say, you don't know who has been through something like that, yes cancer is natural, but with our world now and our technology we can SAVE lives!  If that person who wrote that were the one with cancer he or she would have a totally different outlook on the situation.  Like dude, show some damn respect! This kid gets picked on at school because he has cancer and he puts this video up, for what?! For you to sit there and say he should die?! Hell no! He did it to let people know his story, to be an inspiration, to help people realize it's okay, you can't help that you're sick! Don't let some person drag you down because they have low self-a-steam, be who you are, whether you're sick or not, you are who you are! My approval isn't needed, and either is the next persons!
Anyways, I know this month is breast cancer awareness month and I know it's important, but did you know September was Leukemia awareness month? What pisses me off most is all of my friends know I lost my mom to this when I was only 11 years old! Not one of them stood by me and helped raise awareness to Leukemia.  They weren't even there for me on the 7th year mark of my mom's death, which happened to be in September, and crazy enough her favorite color was orange, and that's the color of the ribbon! I understand we all have lives, but for none of them to even be like "hey! do you need to get out, do something? Keep your mind busy?" Really made it 10 times worse, I Instagramed and tweeted and even posted on facebook about how I was wearing orange to raise awareness and to just not be someone who didn't do anything about it.  It aggrivates me when I see all these girls posting about breast cancer, like hello! there are way more cancers out there and breast cancer is not the only one you can get! Stop being naive and realize that there are so many people fighting all kinds of cancer out there, it's not just breast cancer, we need to stand up to cancer!  When I say that I don't just mean we need stand up only one kind, NO! We need to bring equal awareness to every cancer! Not just the ones that a celebrity has. And even then Farrah Fawcett had cancer, but I bet none of you could tell me what cancer she had! It was anal cancer.  No one talks about that! That is still a big deal! Patrick Swayze had pancreatic cancer, how many of you actually knew he had been battling that?! No one talks about the different kinds of cancers, it's always breast cancer, yes it is important, but bring awareness to the others too! Maybe I'm overreacting, but I wanted to see just how many people cared about Leukemia awareness month, and I'm part of a Facebook group called "Leukemia Awareness Month - Go Orange in September!" But I checked instagram's hashtag to see how many pictures there were...41.  How bout for breast cancer awareness month? 6,779 and counting and that's just on the first day! So clearly it is the more "popular" cancer, but I just want people to know about other kinds, like cancer of the salivary gland, like I don't even know about it, but I'm willing to educate myself on it and learn about so many others!  Now, Leukemia will always be the cancer I'm most attached to, idk if attached would be the right word, but I can't think of anything else, anyways I want to help people realize there are more cancers out there that you have to still be aware of, just because I've seen leukemia in action doesn't mean I'm saying you need to learn about just that one! No. Educate yourselves, ask a doctor for brochures, information, ask questions! There is no such thing as a dumb question!
Ladies, cervical cancer is right there with breast cancer, it's a big deal! I don't understand why all these other cancers are swept under the rug.

I could go on for hours about how cancer has affected my life personally and how we need to raise awareness about EVERY kind of cancer, but I don't want to repeat myself, because I feel like I already have. And by all means I am NOT trying to say breast cancer isn't important because it is! I just want people to be aware of all cancers, take care of yourself know what is happening to your body.  The doctors don't know why mom got cancer or how she got it, and they'll never know, it's just the way it goes, so please be aware of all of the cancers out there! Skin cancer is a big one too, it's talked about, but only in the summer really, at least around here! Anyways I'm out!  I'm too tired, and I'm just going to get even more mad.

♥Goodnight blogger!
 PLEASE! No one get mad about this, I know so many people who have had breast cancer and I support them as much as I support the other types of cancer! I am right there with everyone saying get checked for breast cancer, don't let it slip under the rug, just while you're bringing awareness to that, pull the others out from under the rug!  Until the day where cancer can be cured with a snap of a finger (pigs will be flying before then) we need to stand up to it and educate ourselves! Alright, now I'm done ♥

Introduction!

Hey everyone!
I'm Taylor, I'm 18 and finding my place in the world.  This is just a blog where you can come along with me and experience my day to day life or hear me rant.  Actually my next post will be one! I just want to welcome you all to this blog and if you follow me I'm sure you won't be disappointed.  I'm just an honest girl blogging whenever she has the free time and something on her mind, whether it's a funny or sad story, my day, or me ranting.  I hope you all enjoy!

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