Letters.

Starting today, I'm going to write a new blog everyday, it's going to be a letter to someone.  So even if you aren't that someone, I hope you enjoy :)

Day 1- Your best friend
Day 2- Your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Round 3

I don't understand why the people in my life think they're actually good friends. Like, hello!
My so-called best friend was supposed to go to my birthday, in fact she was my ride, I texted her asking, keep in mind she was my ride and refused to reply to any of my messages:

M= Me F= friend N= Other Friend

M: Hey what time do you plan on getting here since we changed the time?
F: Im surprised your still having it its like raining?
M: We'll probably change where it's at.
M: N said its not raining out there lol
M: Are you going?
F: Idk cause im already in (hometown) :(:(
M: Okee doke
F: I'm sorry

This was all like 5 minutes before she was supposed to be at my house. Like what kind of best friend ditches you on your birthday without even warning you? If she had texted me early that morning saying "Hey, I can't make it tonight, I hope you have a good night" I wouldn't be so pissed off at her. She's on some damn high horse thinking she's better than me for some damn reason. I'm not playing some stupid little high school game, we've been graduated for almost 2 years now, GROW UP! Face your problems instead of just unfollowing them on twitter. hahah.

To my friend: You're very welcome for all the free trips the last 3 years, I hope you enjoyed them, because you won't be going again. I need people in my life I can count on, not some bitch who is just going to turn their back on me because I don't approve of your slutty life style.

To be honest, I'm not mad anymore, I just needed to vent.
My anger turned into disappointment, and when I realized you were just a big let down as a friend, I also came to the realization that you did me a huge favor by ditching me that day.

It's 3am guys.

This is just whatever, I'm bored and can't sleep.
So what I don't understand today is love, yes, love. I'm in love, but I'll never understand it... Honestly, when people say "love is magical" I want to tell at them and tell them they haven't experienced love. Love is a roller coaster, one day you're fine, the next day you're heading for a 50ft drop and there's no turning back! I don't know where this post is going and I kind of just wanted to type, but I think I should head to bed, I got a big day tomorrow... Not really hahaha!
Alrighty, see you guys soon!

I don't even know what to call this :/

This was going to be a "what I don't understand" but I deleted everything else, so forgive me for not removing parts like the first sentence, I couldn't figure a way to word it again.. If you're googling the school shooting for information, I did not write any information this is all just my personal thoughts.  This blog is like a "journal" to me, so please nothing rude. Thank you.
*I don't understand, is the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting.. :/
How on earth could you go shoot 20 innocent children? For some reason I cannot keep the tv on anything but the news, I just want to see what they're discovering and I think part of me was hoping to see the kids playing and laughing.. Seeing their names on the news and all over twitter and other social media sites was just heart breaking, it was clearly heart breaking enough just knowing it happened, but hearing/reading the names just made it so much more real.  I was thinking "what would be worse, being the police that get the call and respond, being the first responders seeing the children (I guess that goes along with the police), or being a parent or loved one finding out your child isn't going to be coming out?"  Obviously the parent, but the others would have been way hard too.. Just seeing it on the news crushed my heart.. Those kids were the same age as my little cousin, that kid seriously lights up my day, and I couldn't imagine losing him.. :/
This guy also shot his own mom?! I couldn't believe that, I didn't want to believe any of this.. How could someone do this? And when one of the victims parents came out and did a press conference and said he's not mad at the shooter, man, you're a tough, tough guy! Kudos to you! That is seriously amazing that he's not wasting his energy being angry, he's actually wanting to help others!
All the stories of the teachers that protected the children, just remind me that there are good people in the world, and God just places them hear to watch over and protect us ♥

I can't even begin to imagine the pain Newtown, CT is going through!! I'm sending my love and prayers to you all!  Just know all of America is here praying and sending love your way! Even if you didn't know someone directly involved or touched by this, say a prayer for the town and keep praying!

**Disclaimer!
I am NOT trying to push religion/prayer on anyone.
I am NOT trying to force anyone to love.
I am NOT in any way shape or form trying to change your opinion on anything.

To be honest, I feel like this blog is just a jumbled mess, but I have so much running through my head that it just fit for now..

Shit I Don't Understand: Round 2

Before you even get started in reading this I am warning you I kinda hint at spoilers to the newest twilight movie, if you haven't see it, I'm letting you know in advance, I'm not giving the details or saying what happened, your choice if you don't want to read :)
This time I'll be going into detail, should probably go into detail about the last one too...

The first thing is, Starbucks, I love Starbucks, but one thing that irks me is they aren't open past like 9 o'clock.  I want me a damn double chocolately chip frap at like 10pm sometimes, like damn girl,  AND they're chocolate whipped cream is "seasonal" WHAT?! I love that stuff!!! Around here when I ask they're always like *gasp* "You want that?!" no shit head I just asked for it because I thought it'd be a funny joke... Like, no. I actually like a lot of freaking chocolate..

Now, mcdonalds, I went to get a cherry berry chiller, and SURPRISE! It's seasonal... I am so damn addicted those things...

I don't understand why things have to be "seasonal" like what the hell does that even mean? Like I get it's only out for that season, but really chocolate whipped cream is only popular in the end of summer/beginning of fall? how?!

I don't understand why people clap during movies, HEEEELLLOOOO the actors can't freaking hear you!  I went to the Twiligt Breaking Dawn Part2 premiere, and holy butt you would not believe the amount of freaks that freaking clapped and yelled at the screen one girl even yelled "you better shut the hell up" at whatever Aro had said, like no bitch you better shut hell up.  When I went to the premiere of part one people were clapping at that too, uuhhh, did you clap when you read the book?!  And then they got pissed off at a part in the movie, but I was just like for real idiots?! Are you really surprised, I mean c'mon that was obvio not in the book! Everyone in the movie theatre, was gasping for air, okay morons how else did you expect the movie to go? They don't just follow the book word for word.. duuh.
Done with my twilight rant.

I don't understand stupid people. Which hello?! Do I even have to explain that?!

I don't understand how people (my grandparents) can "hate" my hair because it's not "normal" uuuhhhh... yeah, okay... whatever.  They also hate my tattoo, because it's in memory of my mom, who they thought was (excuse my language, but my grandma's actual words, from what I've been told) "the bitch from the wrong side of the railroad tracks" mmmmmmhm.... Now, yeah..... This will have to be a different blog I'm just getting started! woop woop!

See ya'll next time :)

Random thoughts.

5 Random thoughts of the week! :)

1. We live in a sad world, we hate each other because of stupid things.
2. A real friend isn't happy when you're miserable. Or I guess isn't happy to see you hurt.
3. I don't understand the electoral college... And I don't see why we vote.
4. I hate when people wear their claddagh wrong.. I think I shall do a blog on that :)
5. Why do people create like pages for cancer?! I will never understand this... (see one of my first blogs!)


I'm thinking I should do one of these weekly or monthly.. We'll see :)
♥♥

Personal opinion :)

Hey everyone!! Sorry I've been gone so long, I've just had a ton of things happening in my life these last few weeks with starting school and family members being in the hospital and all, but I'm back! :)

Today, I'm doing my opinion on tattoos!

I do have a tattoo, it's something that means a lot to me! It has a very special meaning behind it!
I think if you're going to get a tattoo that you need to think about it thoroughly before you get it, this is something that will be on your body forever! Your kids, grand-kids, and great grand-kids will all see them and want to know the story behind them.  I think it's dumb to get something tattooed if it has no meaning, like getting a zombie tattooed on you because you think it looks cool? uhh.. newsflash, it looks tacky and like you were wasted when you got it.  I understand getting it if you have lived through a zombie apocalypse, but let's get real, they're probably won't be any tattoo artists around after zombies invade, I'd be surprised if anyone makes it through that. So back to the whole tattoo thing, don't get something because you think it's "totally awesome" now, make sure it has special meaning behind it.  I see so many people going to get tattoos of stupid shit (excuse my language) but why the heck would you want that on your body for life?! People who are like "well, there's that tattoo removal thing" uhhhhhhh! What?!  Why spend so much money on a tattoo and then turn around 20 years later and get it "removed" that shit just fades your tattoo so ya can't tell it's there, but why?! Like why waste so much money on a tattoo (they aren't like $10, the prices range!) just to spend even more money to "remove" it?  I'm betting that shit isn't cheap either..

I guess my point is, if you want a tattoo, don't regret later on.. Make it something special to you!


This post is going no where. 

Adios.